Notes ko sa Facebook. :)
Ngayon ko lang ulit nabuksan yung feature ng facebook na ‘to. Wala lang. Parang out of nowhere lang. 
Parang gusto ko lang magshare. May binura pa nga ako na notes na pinost ko ata 2 or 1 months ago? Nalulungkot kasi ako kapag nababasa ko yung comment and reply ko dun. So, para iwas away at iwas sakit sa puso(not literally. pero malapit na ata.:P) eh, binura ko.
About my deleted notes: Wala pa naman sa vocabulary ko yung magbura ng mga ganoon. Kasi, sabi ko nga “Ginusto mo yan, manindigan mo.” Something like that. Pero, dahil ayaw ko ng masaktan, binura ko na lang. I know, hurt is inevitable. Haharapin o tatanggapin mo lang yun. Sa case ko, tinalikuran ko yung sakit. But, because I have this capability na magtanda ng mga bagay na nakakasakit sakin. Naalala ko pa rin siya. And also, may pagkamasochist ako, kaya may purpose kung bakit binura ko yun. Hangga’t may time ako para saktan ang sarili ko, gora lang. Kaya ayun, wala na siya. Wala na para balikan ko pa.
About School: Ang hirap. Sumasabay pa yung condition ng mata ko. Hindi na ako makasulat ng notes. Wala akong notes para may mareview. Ang hirap pa naman. Stat. Linear. Two minor subjects. Pahirap. Sa linear, laging late. Alam ko kasalanan ko, abnormal kasi ako. Mag-aalarm ng 5. Tapos ang bagal kumilos. Hinahatid nga, late naman. Tsk. Sa Stat naman, after kasi ng elective namin na major din. Medyo nakakaantok kasi mahina yung boses ng prof namin. (buti na lang, hindi ko siya friend dito sa fb. 
). Ayun, syempre, dahil maspecial yung mata ko, hindi ko na naman makita. Bibilan lang ako ng salamain, kailangan ko pang magmakaawa. Hay. Luluhod pa ba ako? Para makuha ko lang yun? Pero, tinigilan ko na din yung pangungulit about dun. Kung darating, edi maganda. Just be patient.
Sangkatutak na requirements ng mga major. Sakin daw nakasalalay yung case study ng class namin? Oh, shoot! is that for real? Eh, maging ako pinag-aaralan ko pa din yung case study namin eh. Pare-pareho lang din naman kaming estudyante eh, bakit hindi rin nila pag-aralan? No offense meant. Ayoko lang mapressure sa isang bagay na binibigay sakin yung bigat. Bakit ako magpapakapressure , if I can take it lightly? Lightly but I will do everything I can. Basta alam ko, kaya namin ‘to. KAYA KO ‘TO!!!! Bakit pa ako naging “reyna” if pagpapatalo ako dun? SUS! Isang paraan lang yan eh. MAGBIGTI! charing! Just be positive enough about it. KAYA NIYO RIN NIYAN! Aralin niyo din yung UART! Madali lang. HAHA! Madaling tulugan. Pero, joke lang yun. Kaya ko talaga ‘to. (nak ng tokwa, paulit-ulit na naman ako. 
) Basta. Keri yan.
About Me Na: Hindi pa ako nakakaligo. (what?! sinabi ko talaga yun? -______-) Okay, no turning back. Kahit may backspace pa ‘tong laptop ni Jayson. Ang bait. Pinapahiram ang laptop. Kailangan kasi eh. Kaya ayun. Buti na lang talaga.
Tinatanong niyo siguro kung nasaan na yung laptop ko? Wala na. T____T. Sira na siya. Hay. Nalulungkot na naman ako. Pero, dahil kasalanan ko naman, okay na rin. haha. Wala na eh. Tapos na eh. Manghihinayang pa ba ako? Hindi no!
Ayun, yun nga ang ginagamit ko ngayon. May pasok kami bukas kahit supposed to be, eh nasa bahay kami. Wala eh. Hell week na namin. HEEEELLLLLLLLLL WEEEKK! But after this, it’s gonna be heaven week. (may ganoon ba? anyways.) Ayun. Ang daldal ko talaga kapag nasimulan na. Dito kasi ako magaling eh, sa sulat. Pero, pagdating sa salita mahina ako. Nakakakapagsalita lang ako sa mga taong komportable akong magshare. At once a blue moon lang, swerte ka pa kapag naabutan mo yung blue moon na yun. Okay break muna. Maliligo lang ako.
Time Check: 9:58 P.M. Babalik ako. Dahil, maglalamay ako. ^^.
Time In: 10:12 P.M. Ang bilis ko talaga maligo. -___- Ang lamig kasi eh. (joke lang. ) Mabilis lang talaga ako maligo kapag gabi na. Sa umaga ako bumabawi.
Nasaan na ba ako sa novela ko? Ayun, minsan lang din ako maging vocal. Emotional kasi ako kapag may mga kacheesyhan ako na sinasabi eh. Naiiyak ako. Anak lang ng tokwa diba? Ayaw ko ding may umiiyak na kaibigan ko sa harapan ko. Naiiyak ako. Basta, mababaw lang ang luha ko para sa kanila. Kaya, STOP CRYING! Pinapaiyak niyo rin ako.
I love saying “I love you’s” And hug my friends. It’s my way of saying “Thank You for coming to my life.” WAHAHA! Charing lang yun! Para madrama lang. Lambing ko yun. Basta, iba-iba kasi ako maglambing. Minsan, sa touch, hilig kong mangyakap at konti lang din yung kinikiss ko. Minsan sa asar. Ay, talaga lang, ang lakas ko mang-asar. Ewan ko ba kung bakit. HAHA! Too bad, medyo asar talo ako. But, I’m working on it right now. Naks, parang project lang diba? Hindi na ako masyado naaasar. Sana lang talaga. *crossed fingers*. (Crap! Namamanhid na yung daliri ko. -____-. Oh, men.)
I love saying opinions din. Kapag trip ko. haha! Ang gulo lang. Love tapos trip? Contradicting. Ang galing ko talaga. -__- Basta, may pag-abnormal lang talaga ako. Kaya lang minsan, ayaw kong magsalita. Yung opinyon ko sa utak ko na lang. Saka, nadala na ako. Magbibigay ako ng opinion pero hindi papakinggan. SO, let it go.
Madali akong madala. Kung ano yung ayaw gawin ng tao sa paligid ko. Hindi ko na ginagawa. Pero, sa kanya lang yun. Sa iba, vocal pa rin. Kaya, it’s bad kapag hindi ako pinapansin. Na iimune ako. Someone say. A very special someone na para akong *think* *think* *think* hindi ko maalala yung tawag dun. Anebeyen. -____- Basta, hindi naman yung related sa topic na ‘to, kaya let it go. Anebeyen. Puro ako let it go. Basta.
Hindi mo ako makikitang umiiyak sa school. Minsan lang talaga yun, kapag hindi ko na keri yung situation. Mostly sa bahay ako umiiyak. Hindi rin ako nagsasabi ng problema sa ibang tao. Kasi naman, bago pa ako makapagsalita, nagsasalita na yung iba. So, Okay. Bye. *The number cannot be reached. Please try your call later.* Ganoon baga. Kaya ayun, malalaman mo na lang may problema ako kapag tapos na. Problema solve na. Ayun. Basta, pero dahil magaling ako. *ehem* Nakakapagshare na rin ako. Kahit paano. *ehem* Tamang lakas lang ng loob yan eh. haha.
Hindi ko pipiliting magbago ako. Bakit ko pipilitin na magbago kung mawawala yung identity as me? Bakit ko pipilitin diba? Mababago naman yung sa pagdaan ng panahon. And In God’s will, kakayanin ko. In beside, yung mga flaws ko yung nagpapakilala kong sino ang tunay na ako. Just bear with it. ^^.
Pero pang isa.. sasabihin ko pa? Or hindi?
Tanda ko lahat ng sinasabi sakin ng taong mahal ko. Mahal Ko. Every single details. Sabi niya. Kapag nagkaroon kami ng problema. We have to call off. Pero, gagawin lang yun, yung tipong babagsak na ang Manila City hall. Yung nasa critical level. And if the things, still the things didn’t worked out. Kahit labag sa kalooban namin, kailangan naming bumitiw. Malapit na ba yun? Wag naman sana. T__T. But, to tell you the truth. Parang ano eh.. parang handa na ako. Ewan ko ba. Naging handa na lang ako sa paglipas ng panahon. Hindi naman kasi talaga ako marunong bumitiw at sumuko eh. Dadating din naman ang panahon na magiging maayos ang lahat eh. Hindi man ngayon, but in God’s time.
Pero, ang totoo. Pinapaubaya ko na kay God ang lahat. Kung ano man ang mangyari, handa na ako. Maybe, just maybe. He just busy editing the story of my life. Baka, ito talaga ang purpose ng lahat. I need to grow up on my own. Masyado ko kasi pinapaubaya ang lahat sa kanya eh. Na nakalimutan ko na hindi dapat sa kanya kundi sa Kanya. Gets niyo ba?
Eto na talaga… Ang sarap Niyang mahalin. Ewan ko. Ang sarap ng feeling na.. yung safe ka. Yung secure ka sa life mo. Na kahit hindi ayos ang lovelife mo, edi sige ako na. Kahit hindi ayos yung lovelife ko na may karelasyon, ayos naman yung lovelife ko na Siya ang karelasyon. I’M DEEPLY MADLY IN LOVE WITH HIM. Ewan. Ang sarap ng feeling. Waahaha! Ang sarap talaga. Basta, Siya nga kasi dahilan kaya hindi na ako nalulungkot eh. Kaya, kahit stress na ako. Tumatawa pa rin ako. Kahit, stress na stress na ako. Ngumingit pa rin ako. Hindi na rin ako natataranta masyado, sus! Kahit anong nataranta mo kung hindi ka kikilos, wala din. Tamang timpla lang yan eh. Magiging maayos din ang lahat. Diba?
kung ano man ang nalaman niyo, sa inyo na lang. Swerte ko na siguro kung may magbasa nito. ‘
ciao!
“When the things gets tough. Forget the word GIVE UP.”
Baguio Invasion ^.^
Okay, isa itong nobela.
haha. Pupunta kami ng Baguio. Para gumala, haha. Syempre, joke lang yun! Ewan, ang kulit nga ng section namin eh. Ang ipupunta talaga namin sa Baguio is OUR finals. Iyon talaga ang totoo, At pawang katotohanan lamang. haha. Pero mas excited pa kami sa gala mode namin. Mas nag-aalala pa kami kung may pocketmoney na ba kami? Kung saan namin gusto pumunta? Kung ano ba iyong bibilhin na souvenir. Halos makalimutan na namin kung bakit ba kami andoon. AT ano ang dapat naming kaharapin pagdating namin doon.
Sa totoo lang, hindi masama mag-isip kami ng ganoon. Buong taon na kaming stressed sa araw-araw na pagpasok namin sa school, kahit anong gawin NAMIN ,syempre pwera lang yung mga tinuturing naming powerhouse, hindi kami makaangat angat sa kinalalagyan namin. Iyon bang parang dinadaan sa dasal ang lahat na bagay, which is not wrong naman, pero alam mo ‘yon ang sarap sa pakiramdam kahit once lang, once na maramdamin naming papasa, na walang kabang nararamdaman. ‘Yong hindi ka kakaba kaba na ganito yung grade na makikita mo sa SIS mo. Somehow, I want to do everything just to prove to myself na may ibubuga din ako sa larangan na kinaiikutan ko ngayon, na somehow, sana ako din, maturing na powerhouse, hay.
We deserved a Break
’cause I know, after this, back to reality na naman kami.
SO MAGPAKENJOY TAYO! SOMEHOW, DONT FORGET NA MAIN PURPOSE, why we will go to Baguio!
HAPPY TRIP!
<3
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Extraordinary Day ^.^ INDEED!
ang ganda ng umaga ko =)
nakita ko yung ultimate crush ko, tsk, hindi na ata crush eh, love na.
naka red siyang bag at naka earphone na kulay white? i guess.
muntik ko pa siya makasabay sa jeep, nahihiya lang akong bumaba
alam mo yun,kung kailan nakasakay na ako sa jeep saka naman siya dumating.
waah!, sayang kasi kung bakit ba hindi ko siya tinawag.
unexpected kasi, nakakapanghina,sobrang nanghihinayang kasi ako. ;’(
alam mo iyon, okay yung umaga mo kasi alam it’s just ordinary day lang like the other, tapos papakitaan ka ng ganoon. tsk. nakakapanghina talaga eh, parang kryptonite lang eh, tama ba spell??
hihi.. and because of that, i’d realize that i MISS him so much.pero, ang cute niya
nakakainlove tuloy lalo.miss you, my crush, my love :’).
.5476.
.♥.
this is originally posted at my facebook.
I can’t help but share it.
valentine’s day dilemma
kailangan ko pa bang mag english??
after all, i’m the only who read it..
ok.. stop it ..
naloloka na ako ..
alam mo yun..
it’s valentine’s day tomorrow(yesterday pala, napapala ng nagdadrama )..
the flowers and chocolate..
lahat nakakalat ..
hay.. i envy the girls who got chocolate yesterday ..
i know it’s bad..
but what should I do??
eh, sa naiinggit ako eh..walang pakealaman . taray? nyahaha..
joke lang..
pero ewan.. it’s not the gifts that counts ..
it’s the moment you’ve shared.
this for now..
How to be happy if your source of happiness is not around?
How to be happy if your source of happiness cannot make you happy after all?
How to be happy if your source of happiness already find another happiness to someone ‘s else company?
How?
That how I feel right now. I always keep it to myself that we’re perfectly okay . I always keep it to myself that it’s okay to be separated. But I’m to tired to act that I’m okay. I miss him so badly * sorry if I’m so emotional ’cause this is the real me* . Every time I’m with him, I just want to hug him tight ,to tight just ease my loneliness, to tight so that I feel him my love but how do I that if himself wants to avoid it.
I don’t know why I’m acting so weird.
Always crossed in my mind, if we broke up. Perhaps, I’m okay by now. But every time I thought of that it make me shiver. It makes me cry all over again. I can’t let go, I don’t want to give up on him. He’s the only one who make me feel important. He’s the only one who make me laugh and smile at same time. He’s the only one, the only one who make me happy. He’s only one that make me complete. *weak smile* .
..intro of my life..
Anything you’ll read in this Blog Site just keep it to your self. I don’t want to explain to ya’ll why I’m writing this thing. Cause I know from now on I will treat this as my sanctuary wherein I can share my innermost feeling . *AISH!! Ang lalim haha XD..*. And when you me personally, please don’t talk about it. Cause somehow you’re the only who can know me deeply. PLEASE, DON’T EVER SHARE THIS TO OTHERS.
SO , LET’S ROCK ON!!
In order to know me better, just start from the beginning*tsk,malamang !! Lang sa end?? Well pwede din, anyway*. Let’s start to the history of the author*oha, lalim..hihi*
My real name is REYNA CERILLO DE ASAS and I’m 18 yrs of age but my friends call me “rhaine” and I must prefer calling me “rhaine” than Reyna when my close friends call me in that way I feel like I’m others.*wew .. Wrong grammar?, tsk,pardon me. I’m not good at speaking the language* by the way, that’s what I feel and call any me names but DON’T EVER CALL me BITCH, FLIRT or random names when you don’t know me that much. *while I’m writing this biography thingy there’s a shooting around neighborhood, they seems so stupid, when I’m mean shooting- fighting, shouting, screaming and saying curse words , geez.. I don’t get them T.T, what’s the point of those things when it didn’t resolved any issue.. Haizt, let’s back to the business before I got bored* you wanna know where I get my name? it came from my father I almost named after him he’s name is REYNALDO NIEGAS DE ASAS, so do you get the logic? Yeah , I don’t like my name geez!! Who wants to have a name like that, some of them call me QUEEN,err?? But it’s MY name whether I like it or not, I must like it. Stop discussing my name, so knock it off.
Let’s now talk about the place where we live, we rent an apartment, a CHEAP APARTMENT , for who have enough money to buy anything they want, in some place in Caloocan, yeah, we’re not rich or anything but atleast we eat three times a day and with extra flavor ,don’t mind that extra flavor thingy sometimes I don’t enjoyed it. We been here almost 10 years?? I can’t remember the exact years, what’s important is we have placed where we can live at.*NOSEBLEED, it’s my first time experiencing that I’m not running out of words, I hope there were only few grammatically incorrect , I hope so T.T*
The truth is I’m poor at speaking English and I don’t have enough confidence to show my stupidity in front of many people . Because I know, they just find out a girl, a TRYING HARD STUPID GIRL, over there, that have the guts to speak this UNIVERSAL LANGUAGE when the truth is it was English – Carabao. Oh my ! T.T and now I have the enough courage to show everyone of them my language, my own language, please pardon me T.T I’m new at this, so have mercy.
Anything else you wanna know? Hmm , that’s all for now , well about my personal information I’ll share to ya’ll, next time I drop by , so bye for now.
-I will share anything in this place wherein I can show the real me-
-I will share anything in this place wherein I can express what I ‘m trying to say-
-I will share anything in this place wherein no one condemn me for what I’m going to do-
-I will share anything in this place where no one could criticize who am I-
-I will share anything in this place cause it’s the only thing that make me special-
-simply because I want to share myself without any interruption-
~that’s all I want~
.to be JUST me.
.simply me.
bye for now..
..i will share my life next time i post .. bye for now.. thank you for accepting me, WordPress ..
..baye..
i’m rhaine..
i’m rhaine..now..i enjoying posting random things.. anything , just to share myself..anything to vent out .
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